kii said:

ms spock said:

kii said:

Not disrupted sleep. It’s waking up to the shit reality of everything everyday, everywhere. Sleeping is my true escape.

I misunderstood. That’s really tough. You true escape is sleep and I would guess that you are really needing that true escape right now.

That’s okay, it’s easy to misunderstand vague-posts.

Like so many people are saying nowadays waking up to the news out of the USA is always horrifying.
Strangely it helps confirm the stress I was experiencing over the past few years. When mr kii was alive he helped me process all the horrors, even when he didn’t understand why I got so anxious about his country.

I would read your posts and freak out about what if you got stuck there. I know it’s silly but when you came back I was so relieved. I cannot image the stress you were.experiencing whilst living there. It would be a nightmare.

It is great that Mr kii, when he was alive,, was able to help you process your anxiety, even when he didn’t understand.
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