Apologies to those I offended, after 6 years of Asperger stuff spread over 4 psychiatrists, 4 doctors, 3 counselors, 2 psychologists, I’m kind of tied of people saying get a second opinion with the self diagnoses thing, at the moment I have a doctor and a psychiatrist.
Aspergers for me means
highly creative
vivid imagination
exceptional hearing
sensitive vision
poor social skills
poor eye contact
difficulty showing emotions
difficulty reading other peoples emotions
high on social justice, ethics, human rights
interest in information
clumsy at home
more clumsy in crowds
tendency to shutdown (verbal silence) in crowds
crowd avoidance
noise avoidance
bright sunlight avoidance
anger at politics, world media
rumination over wrongful incidents
Ive had it with counseling, Ive had it with psych services, they did not believe/trust my experience with cannabis, they abused my rights as a patient, forcing me to go to another ward when I refused to mix with people in the lounge room,dislike for noise, television, private person, introverted etc and lastly, stuffing up an ECT procedure, I awoke in the ECT room with no one in attendance after an ECG treatment went wrong, the electrodes slipping off my teeth and went into the inside of my cheeks creating an electrical injury which I can still feel today, the ECT being for depression, and that was around 6 years ago or so
Aspergers also means no friends, social isolation, mental illness discrimination, etc, very withdrawn from society now, no desire to watch tv, or listen to the news etc
I’m writing a poetry book, working on some ceramic pieces, I have some ideas for some contemporary paintings, and I have some ideas for experimental photography.
the following proves to me they still do not understand the differences
https://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/health/conditionsandtreatments/asperger-syndrome-and-adults
A new classification system for autism and Asperger syndrome, introduced in 2013 (in the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders), gives only one diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. This is the result of much research that indicated there was not enough evidence to suggest that the conditions of autism and Asperger syndrome were distinct conditions, so now they all come under the single umbrella term, ASD.
burn in hell, with the others